"A book must be the axe for the frozen sea within us"
It is inherent that, as a reading teacher, I must like to read.
Not only like. But love. And I'm okay with being bookish and nerdy. It suits me.
Books are a source of solace and comfort.
They make me forget, yet make me remember.
Their stories fill my head with hope that there is a world out there for the taking.
Currently, this is my favorite place to read (and everyone needs a favorite place to read):
A blue chair by my sliding glass door.
I mold myself to it like a ball nestled in a worn glove.
I like to sit here in the late afternoon, when the western sun is pouring in.
When it's nice out, I'll keep the door open and listen to the sounds of the chirping birds, rustling leaves, and laughing children..
Oftentimes, there is a glass of wine accompanying me.
Now, back to being a reading teacher. I originally became a reading teacher because of said love for reading. Ah, so naive, Kim. Little did I know that the kids I would be working with dislike, even to the point of hate, reading.
I guess I can't blame them totally. Most of my students have had repeated failures and struggles with reading growing up. They've built up a wall of defense to avoid struggling and failing. I mean, who wants to do something that's hard for them? To most, reading and writing is frightening. Some don't even see the point of improving their skills in reading and writing. That is what frightens me the most.
Sometimes it's a battle to get a piece of literature in their hands or a word written down.
When a student writes mentally breaks a sweat and composes a good piece of writing, or when a student really gets a story, all that toil seems worth it. Those successes, however, are few and far in between.
But I'll enjoy those moments when they do happen...
But for now, I'll enjoy my blue chair and hope everyone has a blue chair to fly away for a little while...
"She had learning something comforting, that we are not alone"